Update; 03/14/13 22:18 hours this is a final update to this post. I am just cleaning things up for future patriots. I have not highlighted this most resent editing i.e. changes. I did this so previous highlighted info from the previous update would remain unchanged. I have also gone ahead and deleted any text that may or may not have been done by a hacker, example this included dashes and letters that I did not type into my post.
Updated 11/27/11.
4/20/11 checking my grammar and spelling and I have added a few notes worth reading too, highlighted in green. I wish to note that I've decided to start my post attack LOL again for lots of reasons not to mention that I am not being left alone and this effects life for the old world too. If I could work that would help us enjoy life more. But right now I just can't seem to muster the motivation to go out and get my tenth job. I do not cost the old man anything, and have saved him lots of money. This and the fact that I am not here because I'm crazy or lazy helps me keep going. I did not quit my last job, the company went out of business. While working I really improved things for us. I only made 9000 dollars in 18 mouths and spent 1500 on me and the rest on our place and the old man.
I challenge anyone who thinks I'm crazy to get me anyone of the jobs I've had in the past. Then note the security camera systems, history record i.e. activity of the past year or so, then start monitoring as I'm working and watch the circus begin. You would see how quickly things change at that company. Or you would notice no differences at all and STRANGELY I would never complain about enemy activity and get along with everyone. But no one well every give me that chance.
ANYWAYS;
I plan on adding the fallowing info to Tri-F I found it just a few minutes ago, on a Reply; post by Carl S on strategypage's Marine board the thread was titled Marine special ops. I mention it here only because I think its a good example how I seem to have a knack for finding those little nuggets among reams of B.S.
post;
The Marines' Alaska Recon unit trained with AK-47's. They believed that their expected opponents would be Russian, and that an AK going off in the Russian rear areas would sound a lot more normal than anything else.
Newjarheaddead;
I would also add; if fired signal shot, fallowed by a loud yelling of a phase in Russian that would be the equivalent of WTF you boot.
So back to my original post;
The old man is just fine, he's sleeping. And MANY THANKS TO EVERYONE for not identifying me or kicking in our doors.
I’ve reasoned that everyone involved knows who I am and who I’m talking about. And that the odds of anyone welling to help me is very slim. Besides the only people who don’t know are those that might by some MIRACLE decide to help me overtly or covertly.
So here we go, here I well give the doctors there say myself. I can hear those shrunken ones now. Oh, “you see these mentally ill people quite often fix sate on a high ranking official, i.e. some one of prominence, this is classical delusional paranoia.
And now I invite everyone to keep reading and just try to prove me wrong about anything I have or will be posting i.e. SO YOU CAN JUST STAND TO F**K BY YOU.
Where are you Marines, i.e. (esp. the "Goon platoon" 3rd plt.) my old bubs?
I was going to name everyone I could recall, however I reasoned that I should not reveal everyone's names. Most have nothing to do with all this and well be totally shocked. However those involved behind the scenes know I’m telling the truth and everyone well now know what we did and why.
A little more on my reasoning for me posting now; I realize I well not have much time at all after the old world’s calling. And as I've sad I am not being left alone which effects his quality of life too. Hopefully after his calling I well have time to take care of a few things the old world wants done i.e. his last wishes. I've been on him for ever to write a well, he just keeps telling me he'll do it soon. It's very sad to me that he wishes to leave it all to me. Yet I have told him I'll have to donate it all. I well only be able to take what I can carry.
Here late last year I saw President Carter on CNN admitting for, IMO the first time ever. That his administration had, I'm paraphrasing here; (sot out and supported the Mujahiddeen in the early days of the invasion).
Everyone knows I'm right about the fallowing... the date that was used by all media, including the news, books, magazines even movies like "Charlie Wilson's war" have used the date 1986. And in the movie there are scenes of the Senator portrayed in local tribal garb, presented as a joke, but IMO that was the way he dressed over there. And then we now have all the so called secret info from wekileaks revealing so many of the "official revealed facts" i.e. gov. lies.
AND THEN THERE IS THE FACT THAT I AM TELLING A TRUE STORY THAT EXPLAINS THE LIFE I HAVE BEEN LIVING. AND THAT MY CIVIL RIGHTS HAVE BEEN TOTALLY TAKEN FROM ME I.E. NO WAY TO PURSUE HAPPINESS OR ENJOYING FREEDOM.
Thus now with those things in mind I feel free of being guilty of revealing any earlier date or techniques that were used.
It was on or about, June 15th 1983, Camp Hansen Okinawa. Our unit (Charlie Company) First Battalion, Fifth Marines First Marine Division, had been, as we were told volunteered by our company commander Capt Rector (i'm not sure of the spelling) for the next Air Contingency Battalion (ACB). The rest of the unit i.e. battalion, went to the Philippians for training LOL. We had had our gear packed for only a few days. We were called to a back room of the H and S building where we received a briefing from our (first platoon) Plt. Cmdr. 2nd LT. Baker. He went through the Terrain etc. of the island of Diego Garcia aka the "Foot print of freedom".
Newjarheaddean; How ironic that phase is, not to mention it's now called "Camp Justice". And the Islands were also known as the "oil islands" too, due to the Coconut plantations. However it's all about protecting U.S. petrol supplies now. And last but not least there was the "twin pillars" strategy or doctrine started during the Nixon era. And of course we had to return to Afghanistan using this Island as the main base, do to the twin towers being attacked.
The Lieutenant told everyone our mission was to guard the island from "Left Wing Guerrillas" (recall now that Reagan is in office i.e. a Hollywood Republican Press. (otherwise IMO they may have been described as Right wing and I get a kick out of the fact, I’m a Hollywood Marine) operating off the coast of Africa. And to assist in riot control esp. in the area known as "splendid villie" populated by various foreign i.e. boat people who had been brought to the Island as engineers, lol. slaves.
Newjarheaddean; The only grave site on the Island is between a 17th century Coconut plantation and a church on the east side i.e. British side of the island, that's all I'll say about that for now.
2nd Lt. Baker's briefing; We would operate on a six day schedule, two on guard, two in the field i.e. on the east side patrolling and two days (off) free to relax lol i.e. on standby as reserves for reactions to various locations on the island. Yes a Q.R.F. way back then, we even cut trails to VIPs LOL "very important points".
I cannot explain how I received the letter I received the day after the briefing without giving away my name. It has to do with the way my father use to address his letters to me. It just got by the post master that day, and the rest of the chain in the system just fallowed suit. It was a reconnaissance report, if you well; I now know the term is "back channel" message. IMO an ironic lol term used for communications involving “secret ops” missions. They use regular mail out in the open common phases whose meanings can change. The writer talked in terms of old friends he had not seen for a while, looking forward to our arrival, how well things were going, all as if he was on vacation. The photos must have been explained however I only read the first two paragraphs or so. Keep in mind I had just learned to read.
Behold the second great revelation of me not telling the truth.
You see I found myself looking at photos of what I have always told everyone was a 22 year old Osama bin Laden, and all his lieutenants, Ayman al Zawahiri and Ahmed Shah Massoud, and one known as the bear i.e. the big guy with the missing teeth, we all know who that is.
I've always lied about the identifications of those in the photo. After seeing OBL in World Book encyclopedia year books, as I fallowed the war of course. I just could not resist putting real Mujahideen names to the faces.
The people in the photo are members of our units "advanced party". But not the advanced party sent to Diego Garcia for guarding armories etc. but to Deigo Garcia to assist in the training and delivery of missiles to Pakistan for the Mujahideen. Do all you Marines in Charlie Co. recall the "Super grunt" program that was started a mouth or so before we went on ACB. It was a selection process alright.
The photo is but one of many that shows members of my unit with make up i.e. cosmetics being applied like you would see being applied to actors back stage on a Hollywood studio, noses, teeth, everything. So that they looked like Mujahideen warlords. The Marine standing in the center is not Osama, its actually Cpl. (X).
I turned that photo in to the local PBS channel on 17th street, in Miami on or about the 15th of December 2004. I walked in wearing full military utilities, the boots with a freshly saved head and a stuffed sea bag. I also gave them a copy of Tri-F.
Dose anyone out there doubt that HLS was alerted and all the security measures went into action. After I walked out you think that city bus just took a long time to get their or did it come from the down town station, after picking up the Agents, then running "out of service" till it picked me up. But here is the real kicker, IMO if that all took place, it was all for the benefit of local training, the Feds, imo already knew all about me and my location.
Bear with me;
I am shown, many years ago on a local T.V. news station along with a close up of the Photo with the reporter giving all the (made up) names I gave to I.D. the subjects, except one. Ahmed Shah Massoud aka "the lion of panjar valley" i.e. the valley of five lions. The reason IMO is not that the members of my unit in the photo do not look like the Mujahideen members I suggested, They all look their parts. No, IMO the problem is the "Actual Kings Truth" that Ahmed and Osama were Mujahideen brothers, right up till the time Ahmed was killed by much more sophisticated equipment than Osama had or has now if he is still alive.
Does anyone think OBL could survive in the area most say he's in if he had killed that man? So you see, by me choosing Ahmed’s name and placing them two next to each other, well that just did not match the "Official Revealed Facts". Neither did Aymen being in Afghanistan in the1980s. But that was okay the “Official Revealed Facts” wanted that out there. This photo is also why I developed my "who you gonna call" theory. No one at any media company ever acted interested in doing a segment on the details of the story behind the photo, but they always took notes and a photo copy of the photo. Now put that m**ther f**ker under the micro scope you SOBs. It's called a Kenimini operation, I'm sure my spilling is all wrong. The term derives from an African snake that can match its background.
And please, tell everyone again how Osama was supporting the Taliban who were receiving U.S. 100.00 bills during the Clinton years. Due to the fact Ahmed Shah Massoud had taken the printing presses to the valley. Everyone in the West wanted the routes opened for the pipe lines. IMO Osama went to have dinner with Omar one night and was told he could not leave. And IMO this is why Iran became the biggest counterfeiter in the world of U.S. 100.00 dollar bills.
Bear with me for a few more comments on CNN, mental health and the economy; if you wish skip to (back on Okinawa, camp Hansen) below.
CNN, 1/09/11 the Reliable Sources show.
The host i.e. that "yogi bear" propaganda joke, got all spun up with Klien from "Time" magazine today. I told the old world, you see there, this guy (yogi) is always talking on his show about how the main difference between big media and all those little amateur bloggers, is that we here at CNN check our facts, investigate. And then with all the incorrect info about the Senator being killed in the broadcast about the Senator being shot in Arizona. Old yogi bear set there and admitted they had not checked their facts. Of course this was presented as if it was just a freak mistake they would never let happen again.
Then they got into ratings, what the audience wants’ i.e. in yogi's opinion it was "not a lot of details". And old yogi bear thrashed the media shows for allowing all that Right vs Left fighting i.e. name calling and arguments that you find on different shows as if to say but not on his show LOL.
But then Klien really puts CNN in the corner. He suggests that the audience with the current show was only 3 or so million. And that he did not know why CNN could not get that many people (3 million) that would be interested in the details and that CNN would still be able to sale adds. Making a joke about those types (intelligent people who want the details) have money and buy things don't they? Then I added "yeah like the political audience that IMO is not only fixed (mostly same people) it (that audience) needs the details". My point is that, like I've said before the last thing on earth any government wants’ is an intelligent society. You can't control the vote.
Only a sheep-herd needs a Sheppard. That does not sound as eloquent as others have put it, but IMO the time to be politically correct is long gone. Your defending a pile of sh*t as feces and claiming that those who use the sh*t word are CRAZY, just because they are not as sophisticated or intelligent sounding and dare to have an attitude.
I think it’s all very sad, however ironic that the last subject the Senator who was shot, spoke of on the floor was separation of church and state. And I have no reason not to believe she is a decent American Jewish woman.
And on the Metal health system for the mentally ill. I tell you the truth. The system is rigged i.e. if you enter your "crazy" oh I'm sorry I mean, you just don't think right. So IMO the fear of ending up in that system and truly losing your mind, is what keeps people from seeking help. But I forgot the media says it's pear pressure and embarrassment of someone thinking your week and have that cure all pile in you. LOL, Try going to sleep with the guy next to you f**king his bed. And the other having a loud argument with who knows who. And not to mention the roaches they do bit but when your passed out you don't notice even when they are crawling around in your mouth.
I once told the same doctor mentioned in the "Virgin Mary" story, that if he or any other doctor in the system ever found me or anyone else sane i.e. not crazy and then they (the person found sane) walked out of here and did something that hurt someone. It would be you doctor that would be held responsible for that act. And that that liability was exactly why no one could ever get a clean bill of heath here. No matter how many people were out to get them.
He knotted his head yes.
So fix the problem you SOBs. IMO its not the loners it’s the gangs and bullies that thrive and are actually encouraged by the pure immaturity of the average person of this society. And before anyone tells me we just don’t have the money, I say how many air craft carriers dose the U.S. Navy need. Please make that argument for the government you doctors. And justify a society that agrees with this system, telling me I’m wrong. Its no different than the belly of the breast i.e. prison system. And there are those that would secretly make the argument that they whisper about with the welfare program, i.e. if we make it to easy everyone well do it, i.e. go into the system. And IMO that's because the media is aiding in the production of a weak immature shepherd society.
The other day this girl who lives next door, complained about this guy who lived across the way staring at her as she sat on the back porch. The land owner put up one of those bamboo screens on that properties side of the fence now. LOL, LOL. In my younger days when I was really fine looking, lots of people stared at me, if I had ever complained under similar circumstances, I would have been told to move. And before anyone makes the argument that they may have been staring at me out of surprise, I say anyone taking more than an average notice of another should be considered a potential threat. Just like with the girl. That was the reason behind the screen i.e. we are aware and protecting her, was the message. My point; maybe these people staring at me could have hated fags.
Just like this person showing up when i'm out in public now. (03/14/13 I can now tell you this was the laundry mat at Washington and 5th street). Its on camera, he shows up and directly interacts with me. If I complain the system well see me as the problem, especially after it happens again with someone different as I believe it would. If I was female the cops would find out what his problem was. And if I handled it like a man should be able to and kicked his ass, I go to jail, even if I have to defend myself, its always the one who wins the fight that goes to jail.
update 11/27/11 this person has not been at the location lately, I have seen him, but not at the same local.
03/14/13 I can also now mention this same person was the guy who acted like a street person and use to come into T.G.I.F when I worked there and get water all over the floor in the men's room. After me and the management ran him out several times, The toilets got clogged up quite a bit. He also has what looks like a twin brother who works at one of the stores in the area. I know or think they are brothers because I have seen them together. If anyone wants to make the argument this was a situation that developed just because of the T.G.I.F. situation. I ask you to find the other people this guy and his friends etc. messed with for so long just because the person pissed him of once.
The only thing anyone has to fear from me is the truth. And that is to say “you i.e. (society) can’t handle the truth.
The economy IMO never slows down never. Ask a UPS worker one of these days if he ever has a slow day. IMO it’s the SOBs at the top i.e. the 1%, that roller coaster the stock market by various rumors and scams to throw off the little investors. The ones with the money can hang on for the long run even put their money on the "sidelines" (lol), but not the little guy, try telling your broker to put your 10,000 dollars on the "sidelines" and see what happens LOL. And another problem is that every major corporation has its money in everything but their own business i.e. they are gambling with it not investing it. IMO all the money that was suppose to go to Haiti is not setting in a bank volt somewhere, NO someone is gambling with it. And they well be in church Sunday. I hear there is a book out now titled "treasure islands" that tells of the off shore banking industry etc. the author on Democracy Now the other day, made a statement about the fleecing of the old Soviet union after the fall. I said man, did you here that, forget about it. Someone is running this show.
Back on Okinawa, camp Hansen;
So I took the letter and photos to the C.P. told the Marine behind the counter I needed to see the Capt.
LOL. he said, are your serious? (my name) and then asked me, about what? LOL. I said "Right now, it's a matter of "national interest" was the phase i used. He laughed and said oh yeah (my name). And told me to wait right here, with a smirk on his face.
Basically the captain asked me a few questions while we waited for 2nd Lt. Baker to get there. When he arrived we all talked and then i was asked to step outside. When i returned i was told by Capt. Ricter that, " 2nd lieutenant Baker tells me, your his best most trust worthy Marine, and he feels you can handle this, how do you feel about it all". Bottom line i was welcomed a board. We shipped out the next day.
My over all negative ATTITUDE towards the Marines can be summed up easily no new combat rules. And the Army Rangers cheer Newjarheaddean LOL. You see now I was not just ill trained waiting for a war with the Russians, now we were on the front lines and ill trained. I kept waiting for someone to teach us the rest of that book “Rogers Rangers”. I did pick up a few rules from conversations but just like now I did not see it being applied. Especially on the Island were all the shoot outs that I know about took place. The deliveries of missiles and supplies were touch and go in friendly areas.
The first attack was early in the morning I’ll say 04;00 hours on or about July 10 1983, I recall this date because it was right after the raft building and race contest we had for the July 4, celebration. The attack was on the airport fuel dump. 3rd plt. took up a position just in front of the tree line in a ditch. Over looking one whole side of the site. And the shooting started. Our grenadier (m 203 man) accidentally placed an illumination round right over our position. L/cpl. Sanchez (the cholo) actually shot the flare out with his M-16 with one shot, he just round over on to his back and took aim.
We latter found out there was toxic sewage in that ditch. Our feet glowed in the dark, we noticed this looking under our linen laying in our racks, they were green like those Cim lights. We had killed some of the assault group. We opened up on them as they came over the crests of small rolling burms. I later found out talking to a Gurkha that the British tried to tow them out to sea and let the many sharks, our secret security i.e. part of the natural defense LOL feed on them. However the body parts washed ashore a couple of days later and 1st plt. got the detail to police the area i.e. pick them up. They were told it had been a shark attack period. This shark attack was what we had heard at base before the Gurkha told me otherwise. I witnessed lots of crazy events and lies being told to the Marines around me. And I realized that that joke about USMC standing for Uncle Sam’s Mislead Children, is true. Thus why it is so funny, however not to me then on that little island being attacked, and surrounded by so many who thought it was amateur Guerrillas.
There was this other time were the Russians were on the east side, just a small recon unit this time. 3rd plt. was on patrol. As we gave chase I saw a large white and gray bolder laying in the jungle. I thought want to sh*t is that, there are no large rocks like that on this island. As I neared it I realized it was one of the pour donkey’s, with his big old white belly sticking up. The British used them in the field, he had taken a round in the head. I had seen them days before and had commented on how hard they worked and how well they must get fed. So it really pissed me off. Suddenly the reality that my head could be in the cross hairs hit me (no pun intended) and I again joined the chase. Those attacking were Spetsnaz. Not amateur Guerrillas from Africa. I realize now that I never heard an AK-47 on the island. IMO they sound like a screen door slamming. I learned this from a chicken shit drive by near our home in S.A. the Russians must have been using silencers and I would add very disciplined in their shooting. The British had a 15 member unit stationed just down and across the road from our base with one Black women. And while on the island I met Gurkha's who were mixed in with the locals as cover. There was 182 of us including special attachments.
THE RABBIT HOLES AND MORE
I have given much thought to this all over the years, some of my speculation i find interesting; I wonder was Charlie Company esp. the "Goons" like a dirty dozen unit i.e. (yet another movie reference i know) IMO we know now the Government knew all along what we were going over seas for. I still recall Lance Cpl. Watoloo's, statement, (he was from chula visto california) he told me from a hill top in California to "do as i say, not as i do"... he was never going to make Cpl. and he knew it then during work up for our deployment, this just before we got wiped out in the hills near the coast by a winter rain storm, during training exercises with no human enemy in sight.
What if Mr. C/D and company never told i.e.Vice President Bush never got that memo about the breech of security, i suggested the other day. Is someone guilty of covering up a major breech in security involving operations in Afghanistan in June of 1983. And for the audience i tell you the government got word for sure in the late eighties and early nineties, when i started showing that photo using the made up name i.e. telling my mix of "true lies" LOL to locals including the police who were called to my mothers home.
What if members of my old unit became what is now referred to as Al-queda. NOTE i once saw a cartoon. Showing a OBL character reading a news paper about the latest name changes being given to various new and old departments in the U.S. government. It read (i.e. OBL was saying) "hummmmm i think we're going to stick with Al-Queda". I thought to myself yes what generation of Mujahideen decided they did not wont to be known as Warriors of God? Or what generation of the Mason's for that matter decided they just did not like controlling everything. And if the fall of the Mason's all happen so gradual and natural why not be open about it all when nuts start making something about it.
03/14/13 here is that cartoon;
What if some members of my unit were not who they said they were in the first place. What if "Cpl. Colosso aka Hurk" said to be from Columbia who is the Marine, in the center of the photo is an Afghan national trained by the Marine Corps and placed in our unit just for this mission. What if old First Lieutenant Conway (Mr.C/D) had passed on a promotion or taken a demotion and gave up some desk job at headquarters, just to be part of that mission. Or just flew false colors i.e. wore the wrong rank insignia. I've research what I could on him and it seems he should have already been at least a Capt. by 1981 or so if he did graduate OTS in 1978. Then again maybe not.
Why do I know or even remember YOU so well, first Lt. / CMC General James T. Conway?
It was a Marine in First platoon that use to come over to my BEQ after we got back to the states and do impressions of you. He was really good, “Captain Kirk” he told me they called you. He told of one story that stuck with me, about how the platoon had taken up position on the wrong hill once and Kirk was ordered by the Captain, to carry two other Marines packs to the right hill. You see this is why IMO it was Kirk not Capt Richter (aka WRONGWAY to me and other Marines at the time) that got us lost all the time. Often the company marches would come to a halt and you would here "WRONGWAY" being passed down the line.
But you see I know now that in the Marine Corps it’s the First Platoon leader that is the second in command, like the Germans did it in WWII. "And thus Kirk would have been reading the map while the Capt took point. So IMO it was Kirk i say “Wrong way” that the Capt. was getting the blame for by the other Marines". And as far as Mr. C/D goes there is that little fact that; you are the one who took leave in December of 1983 (before you took command of Charlie Co. as a Capt.) with a layover in San Antonio Texas. IMO you should have landed at Kelly AFB, but you took a commercial flight. That information I got from that same Marine in my BEQ. We’re getting a new Platoon leader I told him, and he said our “Captain Kirk” is taking command of the Company. F**king Son of a Bitch! LOL. I told you I’ve had a “total recall” LOL.
I've also wondered about the glasses, Captain Kirk wore gold "radar" wire glasses. Did you have surgery?
And keeping with the "dirty dozen" theme, every Marine who served with me knows that between September lets say and November of 1983, 80% of the Company was discharged for various reasons, I got to say good by to everyone. Some were sent to other units or discharged as their cruise was up. However the vast majority were kicked out for drugs and other unwanted conduct in the past. I myself must of had some of the worst scores on all my written test you could have imagined. And had bucked the system since boot camp.
Me and Conway actually met for the first time at MCRD San Diego Ca. He was in the training staff at MCRD he had me called out of a hut once, where we were watching STD videos. We had our talk and he told me then, “well don’t worry, I’m going to send your a**ss home to moma”.
But I did not get sent home, just to another training battalion. Like I have said it’s a conveyor belt system they the USMC wants bodies. I was an illiterate dumb ass, however in Charlie Company i was surrounded by "sh*t birds". So IMO this limited the field i.e. i stuck out to 2nd Lieutenant Baker in Charlie Company because I was a fresh boat, an all American who had join to die for my country if need be, not pick up a pay check. And I had those dam 10 rules in my head and could not understand why someone was not teaching that book to us. Not to mention me shooting Expert twice once right handed and then in the FMF left handed.
SO TO SUM IT UP AND PUT A FINE POINT ON IT, THAT'S WHY THE ATTITUDE.
SO WHY THE TWO ORDERS;
STAND BY i.e. hold on to your seats. I told you all this was better than the movie “A FEW GOOD MEN”.
I was really having trouble keeping everything to myself. One night I decided to write a letter home to one of my few good friends lol. I find it totally ironic how it is yet another letter that becomes the clue to you know who i.e. MR. C/D. On top of everything else I was feeling bad about my past. HOMOSEXUALITY (again how ironic this all comes out this year, due to "don't ask don't tell" repeal being in progress). I had foolishly left the letter on the washing machine as I went to the head. The letter was not there when I returned. That really worried me, i.e. someone knew. I actually attempted suicide at the Turner Club after I ordered a tray of drinks on my birthday a day or so later. Cut my risk under the table.
And here is some evidence to prove what I say is the truth. Some where out there is a Naval officer/doctor that knows that this situation was covered up i.e. kept off the records. 2nd Lt. Baker told me so as we walked back to base from the infirmary.
At one point I decided to talk to Staff Sgt. Harkly about it all. He told me not to worry; you’re with the cream of the crop now. And no one well care, just don’t say anything to anyone else. If you do, they well kick you out.
It was cpl. Turner, (yes just like the club) I decided to talk to on the island, I told him of the homosexuality and he seconded the Staff Sgt. thoughts, that it would defiantly get me kicked out. So that's the "Actual Kings Truth". And like other things I've discovered as I researched it's better than the rushed version. I also must mention the Cpl. told me he had not smoked any weed sense becoming a Marine. But after hearing that from me he would diffidently smoke one if he had one. I mention this of course because its true and he and others not thinking of me as gay is very important as this comes all out in the wash so to speak.
So to continue;
“They well kick you out” those words kept ringing in my head. So I told 2nd lieutenant Baker. My statement was “I have made love to more men than women” were the words I used. He almost fell over; he did lose all military bearing, LOL. He said (my name) “I can’t believe what you just told me”. “I just put you up for Scout Sniper School” “you would have been training in your home state”. “You were my best most trust worthy Marine”. “And now you’re standing here telling me this”? Those are exact quotes are they not sir? He walked off. And within an hour I was called to the C.P. Bottom line I was given the first order; “go pack your sh*t, you’re on the next flight off this island”.
But that never happened. A day or so later I finally asked Gunny Sgt. Carter what I was to do? He gave me the second order “just stand by” (name).
Why? Now, days later, at a picnic Cpl. shoemaker from first Plt. came up to me and told me “next time you cut your risk cut long ways so they can’t sow it up”.
That statement always stuck in my head. Not just the cruelness of it, but why him from first platoon? Why because of the letter. You see I was right across from First Platoons hut writing that letter. Believe it or not it was around the year 1996 before it hit me “why the two orders” it was the letter that’s why, IMO Cpl. Shoemaker knew one of my secrets (he had read the letter) and hated me for it.
So from 1996 on I had reasoned that it would have happen this way. IMO 2nd Lt. Baker after hearing my statement would have got on the phone to his dad a Lt/cmdr in the Navy. After all 2nd Lt. Bakers career was on the line, those orders had to be rescinded. And IMO at the time it would have been the Navy Lt./Cmdr that suggested the change in orders i.e. don’t cause a title wave on Diego Garcia. I wish to make sure everyone dose realize our chain of command had shifted to the white house for this operation.
Once back in the states, my JAG really set up one time and asked me “when did you tell 2nd Lt. Baker that? (asking about my homosexual statement) I said on Diego Garcia. He actually left the room for a while. And I never gave that letter any more thought after leaving the island, believe it or not.
Then came the day in June 2006 when I walked in the back door and Wolfe on CNN said “there’s a new Commandant of the Marines Corps, giving only his last name, Gen Conway, and showing no photo. I could not believe my ears. I called the old man by his (nick name) (now we all know that is "old world") that’s going to be James T. Conway the motherf**ker that commanded first platoon, I told him. My mind went ballistic for weeks. Who else would have the influence nationwide to f**k with me. And that’s when I realized not only had Cpl. Shoemaker of first platoon taken the letter and given it to 1st Lt. Conway. But IMO after my statement to 2nd Lt. Baker got out, it was 1st Lt. Conway that decided to use the letter, now against me i.e. to start a bogus investigation while I was still thinking all along it was my statement that was being used, so like they say you all can, “just stand by”
And I will admit after it soaked in, out of left field came an up swelling of pride “can you imagine” I thought, and I called a number of people I knew just to ask them what they had to say now.
Back at Camp Pendleton in the states I once asked one of the clerks when I would be going home? He said “I don’t know (name) your paperwork is at division. You see with everyone else (the 80% or so members of my unit) that were discharged, by the time their paperwork got past Battalion, about a two week period. They were sent home i.e. packing. So now I began to realize just how serious this was. In the 1980s you see there were very few Marines discharged for HOMOSEXUALITY. I've herd the figure of 300 in the 80s. And IMO I was him i.e. the only Infantry Marine and I was in the most decorated combat unit in the Corps at the time, that’s what I was told. This of course applies if I was discharged for being homosexual at all. This well be explained later. And the question well be raised if not for homosexuality why did my discharge take so long?
THE SHRINERS COME CALLING
Little does dad or Harvey know how much help that information from Harvey proved to be.
I was in my BEQ a clerk came and got me, told me someone was here to see me. It was a heavy sit white lady with short blond hair driving a white van. She took me to a gymnasium maybe only 30 minutes from the main gate. We met some others a man in his 40s and a few younger men in their teens and played basket ball for a while and talked. On the return to Camp Pendleton she said this; “so do you think you may want to be apart of this”. No one every used the word Shriners. Just organization. I said yes.
She then said I have two questions for you, the answers do not matter, only that you tell the truth. The questions were, "are you HOMOSEXUAL?", I answered yes (true). "Have you ever been with a black man?", I answered no, (false), that was the lie. You see the reason Harvey knew no one in the chapter had objected to my recruitment, was because, I got to the questionnaire phase.
What Harvey did not know was how recalling that would make me recall something even more important.
And that is to say, WHEN THE CIRCUS BEGAN.
You see it was right when I stepped out of that van. I was called from my BEQ to Sgt. Miller's office the religious attaché (if you well), of the unit, him and Cpl. Turner (flipper). He told me only this… (name) “your going to f**king suffer, now get to f**k out of my office”. Once again believe it or not I gave only minimal thought to his statement at the time except to think he may have meant me not being in the Marines anymore.
IT WAS HIS LANGUAGE THAT SHOCKED ME TO NO END AND STUCK WITH ME ALL THESE YEARS.
He and flipper were so passive and talked in low voices all the time, never upset.
But now I know it was the fact that when I got out of that van and did not go get my things they all knew I had not made the cut.
I also have never forgotten 1st Sgt. Flores, calling the company to attention as I walked off the grinder on my way home. He actually said “NOW THAT ALL THE HOMOSEXUALS ARE GONE, COMPANY ATTENTION. Did you not sir?
Still weather anyone believes me or not I was in a hurry to get home due to the fact it was the holidays and I had waited SIX MOUTHS SIR! Dec 1983, for my discharge.
And i most say that i fill i've proven another very important fact and that is that this country can handle the Newjarheaddeans, and the weikileaks of the world. If we just calm down and let things come out in the wash. In fact this nation maybe the only nation left that can allow for the truth to have its say and be a true free people. As long as we don't give leadership to the Sarah Palins i.e. imo American Taliban i. e. people who put the bible before the constitution.
And I can here everyone now, “so your actually the Newjarheadqueen” lol, LOL, LOL.
And before anyone starts calling me or the old world vicious names I can say honestly me and the old world did not meet that way and we do not live that way. I did not even tell him for quite awhile.
So lets get back to Tri-F in progress. 4/20/11 I am working on it too.
"I well bet my lucky star"
G-day!
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