i used that timer gizmo to post this on sunday. Man if I was lieing I would think there would be a whole corp of doctors working on me in a basement of some hospital. LOL, You christians are worshiping the devil. And I'm just the guy who's going to try and kill god. So why want the devil help me? IMO because I will not brink the blood "koolaid" i.e. worship he as gods sacrificed son. God must have already killed his wife and is fucking his daughter, LOL.
And the devil dose not have a family his like a hermit, "they" would say, LOL.
Remember the old joke world about the Marine in the fighting hole, holding off the squad of Germans. First fire-team gets wiped out second same thing. Third fire-team makes it to the perimeter and one of them comes running back yelling at the reserve squad, get back get back its a trap....there's two of them.
The second Marine here is the "old world" i.e. he wants to see me too. He told me he's response to me suggesting I move to Virginia was, "absolutely".
What fallows is my poem that puts the witch doctors and satan worshiping christians right in their place. And they all know it.
Now that science, tells me how far you are
By counting the years it took for you to appear
Here in my sight on this very night
That being so, now I know, earth wasn’t the first thing to be
Fallow me
It seems gods voice got the cart before the horse
let there be light, might suggest a little eye test
Or at the very best, there was an offal long rest, before the next breath
Or maybe it was just a printing blunder
but it makes me wonder, about this bible which god is liable.
Next is just a love poem, lol
but there in every seam, of the cloths you use to wear
They’re in the way you use to wear you hair
They reinforce the choice to never think back
They echo in your voice when you say you just don’t care.
So where are the Vampires
lying in there coffins wrapped in there capes
waiting for the dying sunlight to lead the escape
or just animalistic people looking to commit a rape
Speaking of mammals of man kind, there is a one of a kind.
Oh god the mood arises, the hair on the back of his neck rises.
Its that opposite of the sun, that makes his cold sweet run.
He’s the one with the full moon mad mind.
I’m speaking of the werewolf coming up from behind
I made tried to read over it all and correct any mistakes or info that needed updating, however I only had so much time. I can guarantee everyone one thing and that is that no one who has been fallowing all this for anytime believes for one minute that i am down and out, lol soon Conway will say, GOD DAMIT! that piece of shit "did it again" i.e. got back up on my feet.
Well i PFC Keith Oeffinger say, you god dam right. And then I like to think some sentry would say he'll be passing the main gate of camp lejeune shortly sir.
THE WACO STORY
I had gone to see mom at the rest home for the last time two days before the kick off of operation “Mumbo”. I told her of my plans, got her blessing with a nod and kissed her good bye.
I made two promises to god before I lift.
One:; that, I was going to move, (like the Roman solider, cursed to walk the earth for stabbing Christ) anytime I began to experience the same kind of "circus" I had in the past.
Two; That if I ever get the chance ( I must note at this point, like I always have, that, if god is ONLY like we can imagine, there would be no chance for me to keep my promise) i.e. "I’ll kill you god". Thus my IKYG acronym. I have also now revised this explanation as imo this meeting with me and god if it is ever allowed to occur, well happen after my death i.e. i am not going to "think" some person is god.
I began operation “Mumbo” (one of the last nicknames for mom) i.e., I made my move from San Antonio, TX. strait to Sioux Falls South Dakota on August the 14, 2002. A little back ground, starting three weeks before, I made three trips, about one trip a week to Corpus Christi Texas to visit with family. I had lots of things on my mind at this time and can’t recall all the details right now; however I did have lots of stories about "cirrus" activity surrounding me during those trips. Family agreed, I was being fallowed. The activity was centered mostly at or near the leaving S.A. sign and the entering Corpus Christi, one.
So that morning August 14, 2002 around 03:00, with everything packed (behind closed curtains), I moved everything to the front door, went outside and backed my car up to the front door, loaded everything in my trunk and was gone. I took the back roads along the ditch crossing Vance Jackson between the two churches, (note this is the lowest point along Vance Jackson i.e. less chance of being spotted) right to the 410 entrance at the top of the hill overlooking the hole neighborhood, (if the view was not blocked by all the trees) got on and drove 54 mph. Keep in mind readers S.A. all ready had the traffic camera system operational, I've often dreamed that one day I would get to see those tapes, now that we know who Mr. C/D is i.e. James T. Conway former CMC June 2006- 2010. Once I reached the city limits I increased to about 85 MPH. playing the odds on being spotted and stopped by Department of Public Safety (DPS i.e. Texas highway patrol). I had to make sure I was not fallowed. There was not a car on the road for miles. IMO everyone monitoring me just knew, without a doubt, that I was moving to Corpus Christi and the guy who got picked to go wait for me at I - 90 east and 35 south never saw me flying out 35 North that morning.
Bare with me for a minute please, another big bonus to all this smoke screen was that everyone who has ever known me knows I freeze if the temperature goes below 60 F. And now just months before winter without a coat, wearing shorts, I moved dam near all the way to the Canadian boarder. The grip on the tiger’s tail had been broken. And for the first time IMO lots of people who fear me out of there own gilt, did not know where I was, or what I was doing.
That was such a great filling, I cried like a baby talking on the phone with family after settling in and taking in all the normal activity around me, i.e. crazy to be sure, but not directed at me. “It was like arriving in Norway”, I told one worker at a Wal-Mart. Coming strait from San Antonio Texas (the Alamo like Southern California has been returned to the Latino's, folks, just stating a fact) then seeing all white people everywhere, the temperature change etc. I was laughing as I walked a main isle, looking now for a person with some skin tone.
4/17/11 I recently called an old neighbor back home, and talked to the mother of the family, who I totally believe was telling me the truth. She, said, (Keith) "we were told you were dead, years ago". I now believe my family did this, because as I told them "when I go and these people realizes they no longer know were I am, mark my words, they well become your best friends. Thus start trying to pump you for info, on my whereabouts. I also laughed because I remember hearing this sort of thing over and over with different biker members, from MCs, one of my sisters hung out with. LOL, but i did not have to brake any laws or kill anyone. LOL.
Back to the Waco story;
I had a Chevron gas card, that I planned on using until I left Texas, the first Chevron station I see is closed. I had driven all the way up to the pump before noticing. I had not gotten much sleep in two days, I was shaking from the lack of candy, since I could not risk having butter fingers if I was pulled over.
[This story by the way is the only one, come to think of it were one sure as hell could say I was delusional. I am only telling the truth; most of this can be proven. The reason I am so sure of the exact date (LOL) lesson to this, I saved the receipt, you can still make out the cereal number, and that it was "Kings Grocery" i.e. a subsidiary under the Chevron banner. 06;36 when I checked out. The top portion of the dates second digit is no longer visible at the top, but there is no curve to the bottom portion of the second digit, so I say it was the 14th not 19th. LOL. besides that we have the date Press. Bush departed waco too.]
The next Chevron was open, but on the south bond side, I did not in any way wish to turn around with this clean escape. next thing I know the radio disk-jockey comes on the air (and I’ll have to paraphrase) He said; good morning Waco, its sunrise, six (what ever) am, Aug. 14, 2002, president Bush, wraps up his three day economic summit and will be flying out today/tomorrow? etc.
This was news to me.
Then he plays the music, he chose the “Police”… 4/17/11 "King of Pain" “There’s a little black spot on the sun today” etc. (You see my birth mark is a big old black mole, you could call a little big spot, right in the center of my back). Then I see the next Chevron, it looks open, its on the north bond side, and then I see it, the Waco city limits sign, and realized I’m in Waco Texas, and I decide I have to go to Mount Carmal.
The lady at the store did not want to tell me how to get there, said she did not know. I felt like telling her I was from S.A. and her not knowing where Mount Carmal was, imo would be like me not knowing where the Alamo was. However I was tired and did not want to look like a trouble maker. I got lots of run around instructions that morning and I would like to think it was around 09;00 hours by the time I stepped on to Mount Carmal.
I approached from a back road, just before getting there a black cat crossed my path. I pulled over right on his path, never spotting him again. I had decided to face this situation without firearms and placed the rifle I had with me in the trunk.
The gate was open, a big tree splits the driveway, a small building serves as a reception center on the right, I never saw anyone, I walked only the front area, staying visible to anyone who might be watching and or videotaping. The rebuilt house looked nice with a wooden cross in the top center window. The entire place is much much smaller than I had imagined. As I left I ran arms open, head back, through the trees planted out front for the souls who departed us that day. I left an old early copy of my Fragmented Fighting Facts at the base of that big tree, along with a three foot by half inch wooded duo i.e. pool, no spear tip. LOL.
Leaving was real easy compared to finding the place. I simply had to take a left out the gate make a quick right on to the paved road and then make the entrance to 35 just down the way. As I made the entrance ramp I found myself behind a UPS van, I did not want to be speeding anymore so I just let him lead the way. At one point as we drove on the UPS van moved over into the fast lane revealing the Texas DPS trooper cruising truly in the lead. I also realized at this time, that, that UPS van was most likely a SWAT team. And thus I was being escorted. I set my curse control to 54 mph and so we traveled for about five miles, never did our separation change, that I noticed.
Then at once, the trooper put on all his lights and the siren and took out petal to the metal. I kept it at 54 mph. UPS van too. Then around five more miles down the road, I see it. It is a fuel tanker truck on the two way access road traveling on the north bond lane, this all to my right. The trooper was parked blocking the road and was setting in his cruiser with the truck driver against his cruiser Now, I’ve always told everyone including the Jacobi’s, (who I worked for in South Dakota0 that, that tanker was on fire. And I got to drive by due to the fact it was on the access road. However it was not on fire, like I said I’m only telling the truth here. So now I saying, I was week and lied i.e. added it (the fire) in. But IMO that was exactly what the Secret Service escort LOL was concerned about with my approaching rendezvous with that tanker.
When I arrived in Sioux Falls I exited onto 41st street ( 4/17/11 now noted later as being corrected to 12th street) pulled into an Amoco gas station, I had purchased my car insurance before leaving Texas from a company named amco it was an acronym. In the store I hear the news about president Bush giving his economic speech at Mt. Rushmore. Exiting the store, I met a man outside named John, asked about work and gave him a list of my skills. He introduced me to Paul at “Billions Toyota” I believe, just down the street, who took my application and sent me to David Jacoby (Mr. Jacoby) who hired me at “Roman Services” detailing cars. The name of the company, derives from a combination the last names of the two previous owners. But that day, I met, John, Paul and David.
One of our rivals was a company of all black men going by the name of “King James”.
I had told Mr. Jacoby mouths after my arrival that when I crossed the Texas border I realized I had forgotten to buy me my last “Big Red” soda. A childhood favorite, that was only sold in Texas. The boy who did the first commercials for the product lived on a colder sack at the end of my street. Bobby something (Rodriguez I believe it was) my sister remembers his name, however I keep forgetting to ask her. Days later I walked into a convenient store on 12th street (I believe it was a FINA) and there it was, it seems the company was expanding, we can check the shipping records. You see “Big Red” had merged i.e. been bought out by Severn "7-Up" just prior to my move and was now able to ship out of state. And I must say it’s red like blood.
The Jacobi’s are an All American wonderful family. Jewish Russian blood, they work hard, pay taxes, honor Christ, and love the USA. Our politics are complete opposite. One of the elders puts on an annual outdoor Christmas play. I was told that year (2002) it most likely would be the last the Great Grandma would host. The crowds i.e. traffic and hours was becoming just too much. It was a wonderful play; I really enjoyed myself that night.
MORE BACK-FILL DELUSIONS
I moved to Bandera Texas (“The Cowboy capital of the world”) in late 1994, moved into my Grandma’s old place. She died when I was in Vegas. I Spent most of my summers in Bandera till about the age of 15. So now as it were, I pasted out at the wheel one night coming home, yes I had been drinking 6 beers in about three hours, was what I had. While I was doing laundry, LOL, it’s true. Anywho, IMO someone slipped me something. The "Aftermath", without a vehicle and having developed more than my share of flat tires on my bicycle , the seven mile trip to town, work hours etc. proved to be too much. I decided to let mom sell.
My dad never wanted me to live up there, he told my mom, he’ll turn it into a compound and there would be trouble. She told me when she offered it to me. She also told me and others that she just wanted me to be able to be me. LOL, mom of course was talking about personal life, seeking happiness etc, but I could hear my dad, oh don’t worry about that.
Now looking back, IMO, me not digging in and living off the land was really the best decision I ever made. Not to mention the fact (LOL), you see, one thing everyone has realized when they get to know me, is that “I’m I good guy”. And weather I like it or not, I just never have given up on living a happy normal life. I always kept hope and "seized the day". And all the while, little did i know who Mr. C/D was.
So, behold a great delusional story to put me on high.
This event took place in Grandma’s living room in Dec. 1994. One day while in the grocery store I see the December Life magazine on the shelf, the cover head line i.e. title read “who was he” and realizing it was a religious article I bought one. After reading just a few paragraphs, I decide it was too deep for me at the moment. I took the cover off and placed it in the corner of the ceiling i.e. the ceiling and wall juncture, over my right shoulder.
Latter that evening I see it.
by it, I mean a hay-low i.e. ring of light encircling the magazine cover. I laughed after finally realizing that it was the light from the setting sun coming threw the window and reflecting off Grandma’s old facial mirror setting on the top of the T.V. Thus I being very upset with god over the years i.e. after much study of various religions. My attitude is what I describe as anti “book thumpers” thats any book of any organized religion. And I blame god not any fairly tale christ, for being an absentee land lord i.e. owner.
So I took the mirror off of the T.V. placing it above me on a shelf to my left as I would be setting in the chair next to the table once again facing the T.V. Magazine cover still in the corner above me to the right. And then I made the statement, "well that’s pretty good god, now do it again".
Later that night I see it, all of a sudden. And now it’s moving.
A large hay-low i.e. ring of light in the opposite top corner of the room i.e. above and to the right of the T.V. I realize after setting their for quit awhile, that the light is coming from the candle that I had placed on the T.V. after dark while I watched T.V. You see it had now burned all the way down to a pool of wax.
And then, POP! It was not that load, although I striated right up. The ashtray the candle was burning in cracked right in half, and one peace had flown off onto the ground and now there was a fire on my T.V. and flames reflecting all over the room.
AND GOD NEVER TALKED TO ME, and I don’t believe he lessons. I’ll save the Christmas night Bandera 1994 story for some other time.
Speaking of Doctors, hearing stories, this one is great. I begged the doctor to talk to everyone involved and look at security tapes, at the time, just for the record if nothing else. But he knew I was telling the truth. He asked me if things like this had always happened or just in the last 10 years or so. At the time I answered truthfully and said just in the last years or so. However as I gave that more thought and talked to mom more, it became clear that my past was full of unusual coincidences.
Well call this the “Virgin marry story” what else; told by me to my doctor in his office in the 700 block of Josephine street, San Antonio Texas.
I worked for "Rainbow" dry Cleaners off of thousand oaks’ in S.A. Tx. this back in late 97 or early 98. There was a female coworker around nineteen years old named Marry who was just beautiful However mirage or even relationships don’t last long with me. One night while trying to score some butter fingers at a coworkers apartment things were not looking good. The guy did not have any left. So as we sat there waiting for his girl friend to arrive. We watched T.V., we both knew we had seen this movie once before, but could not recall the name.
In my mind I began to curse Satan, of all things, to be doing, reasoning that I could understand not being able to live happily ever after with Marry, but now I had no butter fingers.
Then the coworker I was waiting with said, man I forgot I had this stash and opened a small cigar box type container he had retrieved from under the table. So now I had butter fingers. Then the phone rang, he answered, it was Marry needing a ride home from work. I agreed and as soon as they hung up I started out the door. He told me to chill out and that she did not get off work till 21;00 hours. So we partook in more butter fingers. But I could not chill out and I decided I had to cruse for a while, who knew, Satan maybe waiting to chauffeur me. LOL. As I grabbed hold of the door handle the guy said “devil in a blue dress”. I said “WHAT”? And he said, “devil in a blue dress”, that’s the name of this movie.
When I arrived at work Marry was still sorting cloths, she found a piece of paper in a pocket of one of the articles of clothing and ask me what it was. As I looked at it, I realized it was some sort of collage test on books in the bible. I looked at Marry and asked “Marry are you a religious person”? She said no but my family is.
I took Marry home that night and left her save and sound. I wasn’t looking for nor have I ever been into Sadomasochism lol. The next day I learned from the manager that her father was Reverend White of the trinity Baptist church. I told Marry of the chain of events and asked why she had given the paper to me. She admitted she had not wanted me to stand there staring at her.
The very next day setting with my doctor I tell him this;
All the above chain of events are told, then I tell him that right outside standing on the front porch, waiting for my appointment. I noticed that I could see the white pillars of the Trinity Baptist Church off in the distance. Then I tell him what me and my sister were talking about the first time she brought me over here. And that was that this office sets right on the same lot our home sat on the year I was born i.e. the address is on my birth certificate. And we lived here till I was three. I told him of how my mother had told us (me and my siblings) of how we went to sleep at night listening to the lions roaring from the San Antonio zoo. These being lions captured in Africa in the 1950s that still recalled and yearned for the return roars of other lions.
One other thing I would like readers to consider about people saying, that I’m a weary wart, spas, crazy and think to much etc. and that is this…, you see when I was younger especially and still today, while everyone else is watching movies, going on dates, or playing a video game, I’m thinking or doing something that has to do with combat. I’ve learned to watch war movies like cartoons to spot the mistakes not learn new rules. It’s my life blood.
So that being so, when did I find the time to note or think about all this bullsh*t, cirrus i.e. obsessive compulsive behavior i.e. people missing with me… the answer is, when the activity happened i.e. that car honked or lights blinking, or phone call etc. etc. that’s when my mind switched to that crazy incorrect (LOL) thought patterns. Nothing comes out of my ass but feces. The old worlds phone calls have gone from about 100 per year, most all doctor appointment reminders, to now well over a 1000 avg. I learned what his phone sounded like i.e. the calls started at 03;00 hours two weeks after my meeting him an one week after me moving in. It was right by my ear as I slept on the couch, bulls-eye.
So readers I well say you have not read anything yet.
My patriots as of 12/28/13 about 16:35 hours in weekly mode.
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